"that's right precious those feelings are just like aspirin, when you swallow them the pain leaves!"

so today I was at work right, and some form of delicious man cake walks by me, says hi, then turns to his friend and says "he's cute".

some times I wonder if I really am attractive. God I have "self" issues. so I'm there, alone, in the dark (satelite= misery), listening to a song from Aida (Heather Headley is a goddess). I hear dearest Heather repeat some of my favorite lines from the play "...You are your own master, there are no shackles on you, if you don't like your fate CHANGE IT..." this was some compelling shit for me today. I need to realize the fate I have planned for myself.

so...

HERE SHE IS BOYS
HERE SHE IS WORLD
HERE'S DEE

sorry, I was having a gypsy moment.

God, I need a man.